This song has been getting me through some of the rougher patches in the last few days… Out on my window ledgeI don’t feel safeAnd I stayLooking down on you It’s out of my hands for nowIt’s out of my hands for now I can’t just walk awayBe nice to walk awayBut I don’t feel…
Tag: heart surgery
Oh Baby!
This little man just wants to give us a run for our money. *SIGH* The last two days have been fairly uneventful, as he was just sedated and letting his little body recover from the traumatic surgery. But Stevie’s blood pressure was dropping every couple hours throughout the day. They kept bringing it back up…
Leaving Him...
Tonight, my husband and I decided we had to get some sleep. In our own bed. And I thought I’d be fine with that decision. Until 11pm rolled around and I actually had to leave my little boy’s side. I cried significantly less today as the newness of all this settles in. But as I…
32 Hours and Counting
Today has had some ups and downs. The first 24 hours since we found out about Stephen’s condition were a whirlwind. He was transferred to Children’s Hospital much quicker than anticipated and put right on the schedule for the surgery. We were so happy that things were moving quickly because that meant he would get…
Scariest Day of My Life
Officially. I would say it was the worst day of my life, but I’m trying to stay positive and realize it could have been so much worse. It all started when little Stevie had his 2 week check-up with the pediatrician. When we saw the nurse to measure and weigh him, she looked really concerned…